Plans

I have a goal to reach.
I am afraid of not being accepted into any college, so I am trying to reach for a higher SAT score. I decided to take the ACT too. I heard it is supposedly somewhat easier.
MY PLAN: STUDY, STUDY, STUDY THE SAT AND ACT FOR THE REST OF THE SUMMER

P.S. note to self: I can NOT bail out on this. It determines my future happiness here...

I'm STILL Awake, Was Thinking, "Let Go?"

Why am I still awake? lol.
My summer days... let's see, they start out at noon and end at 2 or 3 a.m. wow.
Maybe I should try to be a normal person and sleep at a normal time and wake up at a normal time.

Since I'm still awake and I'm not feeling tired whatsoever...
I'm thinking it's time to let go just about now.
I've been thinking.
It's been a whole year already.
I think it was my fault... I let the chance go. I had my reasons to say no though.
You've been amazing. You're funny, nice, and definitely know how to make me laugh.
I know I hurt you badly. Well, my and your friends have "yelled" [well noted] that what I did was harsh and hurtful.
Now that I think about it though, I think what I did was good. Well good for you.
I did not waste your time... even though you are still on my mind at times.

I truly remember your words at all times. When I'm down, I think about the words you have said to me. It helps. :)

But, I think it's time to let go now......... [even though my friend just told me that you are still thinking about me too, but who knows? only you do and I do. Oh wells. But I feel that we will always be great friends forever.] Time to let go now...

Time to Start

Hey there!

Summerrrrr! It's a great sound! A break from school! School's out! Chillen! Friends&Family!
Icecream! BBQ! Hang outs! Late night chats!~

Althought it's been all fun...
I believe that summer started for about a week and 6 days already.
I chilled around the house, hung out with the family on 4th of July, and cleaned the house.
I did not do much just yet.
I do not want to waste my time doing nothing my whole summer.
I need a plan... for this week...

1. Start "The Glass Castle" -Jeannette Walls
2. Practice MB Music- Let's focus on Movement Two this week, shall we?
3. Study for SAT/ACT.................... I feel like this will be on my to do list the entire summer. ughhhh.
4. RUN!!!

I believe 4 on this list is just enough! ;]

Let's see if I kept this promise and fulfilled this to do list by the end of the week...